whats wrong with me

over helping,
over good
over spenting time on reading
over spending time in personal project
over spending time in masjid other than prayers
over spending time in own thoughts of products opionion, what you do
what you listen
doing fast unecessarily
breaking the order
miss the habits
forgeting the times
not care regularly family wife, kids
feeling negative
feeling over passitive
not think
not acting as much as to suppose